I've been wanting to start a blog for days months years now...
and something just got me to start one today. I dunno why, I dunno what...maybe I do.
Going through a bunch of things at the same time has been stressful and I can really say..I've been totalllllly stressed lately and just don't know what to do with myself, my life.
Been studying graphic design for a while now..and can't seem to get to the end of it. It's been too long it seems..and yet, a never-ending journey. I don't quite remember when I first even dreamed of becoming a graphic designer..and honestly, don't quite know IF i still even dream of becoming one. Or to be more exact......what AM i dreaming of?
That is one thing that struck me today. Am i just a dreamless boring girl with no motivation in life? I'm only or already 23 yrs old..what have i accomplished and what will i accomplish?
I lack confidence, passion and motivation. I used to be a girl with ever changing dreams of being a supermodel, a fashion designer, a veterinarian, a teacher....and recently a graphic designer.
But what about now? Not before or recently or later...but NOW.
There are SO many thoughts, SO many ideas but what is my ultimate goal?
I want to become a dreamFUL girl. That's what I will be seeking for in my everyday life.
I will see where things lead to..where my Lord and Savior will lead me to.
